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“I can’t wait until the end of June.”

It was an honest enough comment. But coming from him, my breath caught and I automatically said, “Yes you can.” He sighed and clasped my hand tightly. After a moment he voiced, “this sucks.” And I agreed eagerly.

Discussing my friendships online is difficult for me, let alone my relationship. I generally feel that these are sacred and extremely private, especially considering no one else understands them aside from those in them with me. But I would be remiss to leave Randy out of this.

I’ve been thinking a lot lately of how difficult it is for me to write on this website as opposed to my previous one. It is much more difficult as my audience is and will be people I know personally. It was one thing to write my thoughts and feelings to the web without really knowing my audience, but I find it is something entirely different to write knowing that people I come in contact with, even on an intermittent basis, will have possibly read.