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A candid discussion about my anxieties and certainties about my wedding & marriage.

I woke up this morning imagining my life in three short months — in flux. In three months, I will be preparing to leave for Irkutsk, Russia. I will be packing up my life in a couple of suitcases and saying farewell to my best friends, my love and my family. And as I imagined, I realized that I wasn’t scared, I wasn’t worried, I wasn’t much of anything. It’s such a stark contrast from last year when I thought I was going to Dickinson, I felt that my whole life was changing and I felt unready. But this year, this time, this feels right — it feels like what must happen.